Mp3 Invasion…

Ok so before I came back to FL… I had a few things in the works. I had LOTS of free time on my hands etc etc so I was presented with an opportunity that was pretty good. I got kinda sidetracked and fell off a little bit but today makes my 1st OFFICIAL post with MP3 Invasion. Woot Woot!! DJ Dirt Dawg is a good dude and I support his projects completely. And – being that I agreed to this so long ago, I gotta keep my face clean. =)

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 MP3 Invasion

DJ Dirt Dawg

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& Then... My Heart Stopped

When I saw you, I KNEW I had to have you. Not in that sexual way but more like a friendly way. You know the kind where you can't stop singing "This could be something. Or maybe its just nothing at all....at all"??
Something you did caught my eye & I can't lie... I Loved It! Nothing Big. Just something about it was cool. Never mind who you are to THEM. I want to know you for myself... In my own special way. So - I wait. Patiently waiting to make a move. Usually I play the background. Low key. Observe. No need to be the center of attention.
Most of the time, when I see something I like, I won't say anything. Its not that I'm shy.. I just don't want to ruin my fantasy by you saying something stupid. LOL. But THIS was different. I'll take that chance.

No pressure.

No relationship talk.

Just enjoying each others company. Just good, wholesome fun.

Shortly after... We Met.

And Then... My Heart Stopped.

((Ps... This is old... & NOT about anyone specific. Just random thoughts. So with that being said... Don't try to guess or assume. Thanks in advance))

Hate To See You Smile

Its sad when people who you thought were on your team are secretly against you. Of course everyone wont agree with your actions and choices but who are they to talk shit in the first place? What have you done in life that makes you an expert or even worthy of commenting in such a way? THIS is why I live for ME. THIS is why I don’t talk to a lot of people on certain levels. People wonder why I’m distant. Wonder why I stay to myself a lot of the time. Wonder why we never have anything to talk about. Some people are only happy for you when their own lives are going the way they want it to. That’s messed up. If you’re going to be down for me.. it should be done regardless of how sucky your life is at the moment. If you wasn’t so busy being a Negative Nelly, you might’ve been able to feed off of my drive, success and life lessons.

Positive + Positive = Positive. Simple math.

The moral of the story is:

I need LOYALTY on my team. Don’t Be A Hater, Hooeeaahhh!!

Addicted To The Ink…

FINALLY!!! Piece number 5. =) Its been a little less tha 24 hours and I’m ready for my next one. I still have about 6 more that need to be drawn up. Neways… Here it goes. Of course it has meaning behind it. This “time” has played a MAJOR role in my life for the past 5 years. Damn… I cant believe its been THAT long. This was my 1st time gettin ink’d in 2 years. & my 1st time gettin ink’d by a chick.. Not bad!!
Shout out 2 Sarah at Fat Buddah Tattoos on 167th & 6th.. Nxt to the Miami Subs!!
Even when I’m “serious” I’m clownin.

Getting There…

Finished product. =) Thanks Sarah!!
Now I’m just waiting for him to kiss me on my tattoos. :)

The Hooptie!!

“Mine all Blue with the big dents… Cant wait to go to Swap and get some damn tints!!” – Chan
“I go fast in these muthafuxxin lanes nigga!!!” - Chan
YES!!! I FINALLY got another car (a week after my bday). Its been 1 year… 8months & 2 weeks since i ever so gracefully lost control after hydroplaning in the express lanes leaving Dade at 2am. Oh.. I was on my way to drop my car off & get my bag so i can fly 2 NY 4 a few hrs & come back. SMFH!
Its not my lil pretty brand new Civic but it rides out!! lol. After my accident, things went crazy. But I still say it was a blessing in disguise. I’m once again happy though. THATS the important part.
No pictures please!! Not yet at least.
After several failed attempts to get a car… It finally happened. And of course that was a semi- #FAIL also. Womp womp!! I gave them my last $1500 & drove off… only to break down the NEXT DAY!! SMFH. Blah. $300 and a new fuel pump later… I’m slidinnnnn *Brisco voice* lol.
Thanks you all ( you know who you are) for helping me out. Thank the public transpo systems of Palm Beach, Broward & Dade (even though I only used the Dade buses 2 times lol.)
It actually feels GREAT not having any car payments. Even though I’d take a more reliable car any day! I’ll ride out with the Hoop for a little bit then upgrade when the time is right or it breaks down.. which ever happens first lol.
Catch me in traffic Bitchesssss!!!! =) Woot Woot!!

Break Up Song…

“Its Over. She Got Colder Now. Can’t Locate Where Her Heart Is…”

No

matter how long it’s been, I think the hardest part of breaking up is having to meet someone new. I guess we become so content with the person we’ve been with and really don’t care to add anything to the mix while we’re subtracting. If it was up to me, I’d talk to the same person forever. Not because I’m anti-social but more because I like some level of uniformity and consistency. But then again, I guess that’s why people get married. *shrugs*

Example: I’ve met probably a half dozen people since my official break up with E*A & guess what… They all suck for the most part. Its not that I don’t take people seriously… well maybe that is my problem. lol. If I can’t have the real thing, I still wont settle for less. Not trying to compare anyone but thinking realistically, Who the hell wants to downgrade by THAT much??

No offense but when you’re used to certain things, It’s kinda hard to just go with out. Maybe that’s what I need though. Maybe I’m supposed to switch it up and move on to something fresh and new. If you know me & knew the situation, you know that there’s a certain level of respect and love that can never be lost for this man. So when I say ((o9.2o.o5)), It’s more than just a date.

So when I hear Wale’s ((Break Up Song)) It touches a certain spot. If you don’t like it… I don’t give a damn! *Pops Voice* Anyway… Part of me wishes things were better. The other part wants to not care. Another part is just confused. #JudgeMeIfUWant But who da fugg is you?!

((No Love Lost))

Tonight… I Cried

I don’t think I’ve ever been much of a cry baby since I left elementary school. I’ve always had this “tough as nails” attitude. I guess that’s the Cancer in me. And this year, apparently I was a Leo also so we know how Leo’s are. lol. Well anyway.. I had a long talk with one of the most important people in my life… Chanda. If you can’t put two and two together (Chan…) we’re first cousins on my dad’s side. We speak often but not as often as we should. So when we do speak, its usually a lot to go over. Well with all the catching up we did, I got a bit emotional. Mainly because the story I was telling her Hurt. I guess when you say things out loud, It’s a lot more different than when you are going over it in your head. It felt good though. I keep a smile on my face because I have a lot to be thankful for and a lot to look forward to in life. I don’t purposely “bottle up” my feelings, It’s just me. No need in crying to any and everyone who will listen. I’d rather talk about music or something entertaining. Venting is good for me though. That’s how I got into writing poems and little raps when I was younger. I haven’t in a good while but soon, I’ll start back up. Not just for me but maybe somebody I know (or you know) can use some words or someone to relate to them. No more crying for a while though. That sh*t is wayyy over rated. Lol.