Karma...

If I don't believe in ANYthing else... I believe in Karma. Both Good & Bad. This is how I look at it.. All the things you do in life.. The WILL come back to you in one way or the other. So while you're out doing evil things and trying to ruin peoples lives or taking advantage of people so that your situation works out in your favor... Its already in the works to be returned to you. It may not happen right away, but please believe its coming. "Everything u done to me already been done to you!" LOL.
But seriously. I don't sweat anything anymore. I know everyone has their time to pay up. I've never been a bitter person or the type to hold grudges for ever because I figure, if I can forgive my mom for all the things she put me through, I can get past anything. And anyone who knows Chantel, KNOWS my character and the type of person I am. I'm not a person of multiple personalities but when you know *Me* You usually know a lot more about me & my story.
Neway... My example is: There's someone on a cliff reaching out for your help and instead of extending your arm, you just look at them and walk away. I see it happen all to often. Both personally and with people I know. In most situations, right & wrong are very easy to distinguish. Its just a matter of if you will do the right thing.

I say that to say this...
"Karma Is A Bitch.. But I Treat Her Like A Queen. Play Fair Or Get FUXXED." =)

Exposed….

  So this morning, I noticed some foul shit on Twitter. A friend of mine had a picture on Twitter… that she didn’t put up. So naturally, I ask her (Not RT it) & of courseeee It wasn’t supposed to be there. It was a nice looking, not raunchy pic but either way, it was not intended for the whole Twitter world to see it. The SUPER foul part is it was her ex who did it. Badd Chicks usually attract psycho paths… I’m not sure the chemistry that’s involved but somehow, It happens that way. Niggas I tell you!! Can’t we all just break up, move on and continue living life?? And THIS is why I don’t send pictures of myself. Yes, I’m guilty of sending some interesting pix to my ex but he has NEVER been a Pussy Nigga… And besides that, I know all of his important info so it wouldn’t be hard to destroy his life. I don’t think he’d do that anyway.

SO… I say THAT to say THIS.. If you want to see me naked… You must see me in person. Thanks. =)

“Pussy Niggas Don’t Change” - Vee

In Love With My Future…

Ya’ll probably see my BBM status or Twitter update saying this quite often. There’s a GREAT reason behind it. Not only am I REALLY In Love With My Future.. I’m supporting #TheNewMiami & GhostWridah. If you’re not familiar, He’s an extremely talented artist out of Miami, Fl. I’ve been following him for about 6months months now & I’m definitely blown away. I think Prima (of iBlog126) posted his “Red Bottoms” record and I fell in love with his style (If you’re looking for that D-Boy, Hood shit.. This is NOT what you’re looking for). That in turn led to me downloading 305 & Heartbreaks which is a remake of Kanye’s album. His latest project, “In Love With My Future” was released a few hours ago and I’m super excited. It feels like I’ve been waiting forever but I’m sure its well worth the wait. As soon as my neighbor’s Wi-Fi acts right, I’ll be able to enjoy it also. =) LOL. & Shout out to the artist behind this album cover work! I LOVE IT!!
Download Here ---> In Love With My Future – GhostWridah
Follow Ghostwridah on Twitter ---> @_GhostWridah_
Check out his website ---> www.GhostWridah.com

Who Is This Girl???

Sooo.. The past few days, my horoscope has been telling me to Network and that people love the new, wilder me since I’m “breaking out of my shell”. Never really thought I had much of a shell except for not letting people in but whatever. I completely go by what its been saying though. This has been a VERY interesting week. Spent time with people I don’t see often but fuxx with HEAVY. Met lots of cool people. Went some places. Had some drinks. Got some piercings.. etc etc. All without smudging my make-up… too much. (wink wink) ;-)

Neways… My bday is in a month (July 22nd.. mark your calendar!)!! Woot Woot!! With alil help from the road dawgs… I’m planning a lil pool party, cookout type thing. Hopefully I won’t remember that day but will have lots of pix to tell me the story. Info coming soon. Yeaaaa!! =)

Maybe 1 day ill post a NSFW pic of the new additions but until then… I’ll continue to flash people. LOL. (j/k but 4real)

& I’ve been slacking on my blogging but sometimes we all need a break from things in life. JUST KNOW… I’ll be back momentarily!!

Memorial Day Weekend Miami Recap

Ok… I’ll keep this short and sweet. No clubs. No Drama. No Arrests. No Fights. We did however have lots of fun and didn’t go home broke trying to stunt. Booooo!!! Fuxxin losers. lol. I also got to see some friends that I haven’t seen in years. That alone made my weekend worth while.

Food… Friends…. Alcohol… Stuck in an elevator… Laughing… Alcohol… Beach… Cat Nap… Food… Alcohol… Beach… Friends… Walking… Beach… Cat Nap… Alcohol… Food… Bye. LOL

Hospitalized!!!

OMFG!! I can’t believe this shit. After DYING to go back 2 Bubba Gump Shrimp Company, we go. So, Its already started off as a bad night when we couldn't find decent parking because of the Haitian Festival. Then the waiter kept forgetting parts of our order. I finish my shrimp and then realize that I don't feel so good. I’m thinking the shrimps didn't sit right and prepare 2 hit the bathroom when I get home. “Not So Much” *Borat voice* We walk towards Fat Tuesday’s and I think I’m gonna skip my drink. As we walk, my tongue and ears start itching. We all laugh and keep going. Then my head & waist starts to itch. Ok, now I’m not liking this. They turn around so say something and realize its much more serious… My face is now swelling up. 0_o oh shit! So my tongue is swelling around my tongue ring but not in an uncomfortable way. We ix-nay the Fat Tuesday’s and head to the car. Jeannette calls Lamar (Firefighter & Paramedic) and he says skip the EMS truck, give me some Benadryl and head to the closest hospital.
Since I was the driver, My privileges were suspended and Jea hops in and Naomi is on the P-Side giving directions. Michelle & Janiya are in the back watching me. At this point, my eyes are itching, arms and torso are broken out in hives. This shit is NOT cool. We’re haulin ass up i95 to Jackson North and don’t really care about getting pulled over. FINALLY… We make it there.

Me & Naomi jump out, I’m scratchin the FUXX outta my body and breathing like a morbidly obese man. She’s looking for my info and talking to the triage lady. After 2mins, Naomi tells the lady I cant breath & she notices me sitting with my head tilted back to open me passage way. (That nursing program really helped me. I was always the one on the other side. It was crazy to be the patient.) She jumps around the desk and brings me to the back to get my IV started. She says I should be very happy to have good friends because ,my minutes were limited and had I come in a little later, There may have been a very BAD outcome. While this is all happening, I still have my phone. Ppl have different ways of coping so whatever ppl do 2 make themselves comfortable and not panic is fine by me. So now we go to the ER bed area and EMS is in the way. She pushes his outta the way and people are telling her she cant bring me yet. She ignores them & starts going off cuz precious time is wasting. My airway is on the line & i; prefer not to have a breathing tube.
35 seconds after Naomi tells them my name, Nurse Anne comes in & starts pushing meds through my IV. I can feel it in my nose. WTF?? Naomi is texting my ex, calling my mom, answering all questions about me and trying to keep me from panicking. Some how, it is all working out. We hear a lady screaming bloody murder and 3screams later, we hear a baby cry. Congrats lady! lol. After a while, I’m dead ass tired and KNOCK OUT. They keep waking me up to do shit & ask shit. Phones are dying, Jea had to take Michelle and the baby home. My mom is hysterical. and im freezing my ass off. THEN… they make me put on that ugly ass gown with my ass hanging out… Good thing I had on my new Vickys undies. ;) I walk to the bathroom & my cheeks are showing, fuck it, im sick. LOL.
Time goes on, I go back to sleep. The nurse got scared because I looked like I was dead. Sorry lady, I sleep with my mouth and eyes open. LOL. (shut up, don’t comment) Somehow, someway our phones manage to keep a good enough charge until Jeannette comes back to pick us up. GREAT! 4;30am rolls around and they let me leave. I hit the bed & lights out. Got my meds today & feel like caca doo doo. BLAH! & now Im back to normal.. I guess. But apparently im now allergic to shellfish and iodine. –_____- even though I’ve been eating shellfish my whole damn life. Womp Womp!
Special thanks to the fast acting friends for getting me to a hospital in one piece and to Kimi for staying up & on call if she needed to hit it to NMB. Also to the people who checked on me as this whole ordeal was taking place. You never know when something is going to happen to yourself or a loved one so cherish life and live it up!!

Little Girl Lost…

Lost in translation. Lost in transition. Lost in transformation. Lost in love. Lost in reality. Lost in LaLa Land. Lost in a world unknown. Lost in a world unseen. Lost in progress. Lost in setbacks. Lost in herself. She’s just.. LOST.

 

Just looking for “The Way”. Not necessarily the easiest way, but the most efficient. Looks like there will be a lot of Trial & Error. But I’m my own GPS.. I’ll find my way.