Addicted To The Ink…

FINALLY!!! Piece number 5. =) Its been a little less tha 24 hours and I’m ready for my next one. I still have about 6 more that need to be drawn up. Neways… Here it goes. Of course it has meaning behind it. This “time” has played a MAJOR role in my life for the past 5 years. Damn… I cant believe its been THAT long. This was my 1st time gettin ink’d in 2 years. & my 1st time gettin ink’d by a chick.. Not bad!!
Shout out 2 Sarah at Fat Buddah Tattoos on 167th & 6th.. Nxt to the Miami Subs!!
Even when I’m “serious” I’m clownin.

Getting There…

Finished product. =) Thanks Sarah!!
Now I’m just waiting for him to kiss me on my tattoos. :)

The Hooptie!!

“Mine all Blue with the big dents… Cant wait to go to Swap and get some damn tints!!” – Chan
“I go fast in these muthafuxxin lanes nigga!!!” - Chan
YES!!! I FINALLY got another car (a week after my bday). Its been 1 year… 8months & 2 weeks since i ever so gracefully lost control after hydroplaning in the express lanes leaving Dade at 2am. Oh.. I was on my way to drop my car off & get my bag so i can fly 2 NY 4 a few hrs & come back. SMFH!
Its not my lil pretty brand new Civic but it rides out!! lol. After my accident, things went crazy. But I still say it was a blessing in disguise. I’m once again happy though. THATS the important part.
No pictures please!! Not yet at least.
After several failed attempts to get a car… It finally happened. And of course that was a semi- #FAIL also. Womp womp!! I gave them my last $1500 & drove off… only to break down the NEXT DAY!! SMFH. Blah. $300 and a new fuel pump later… I’m slidinnnnn *Brisco voice* lol.
Thanks you all ( you know who you are) for helping me out. Thank the public transpo systems of Palm Beach, Broward & Dade (even though I only used the Dade buses 2 times lol.)
It actually feels GREAT not having any car payments. Even though I’d take a more reliable car any day! I’ll ride out with the Hoop for a little bit then upgrade when the time is right or it breaks down.. which ever happens first lol.
Catch me in traffic Bitchesssss!!!! =) Woot Woot!!

Break Up Song…

“Its Over. She Got Colder Now. Can’t Locate Where Her Heart Is…”

No

matter how long it’s been, I think the hardest part of breaking up is having to meet someone new. I guess we become so content with the person we’ve been with and really don’t care to add anything to the mix while we’re subtracting. If it was up to me, I’d talk to the same person forever. Not because I’m anti-social but more because I like some level of uniformity and consistency. But then again, I guess that’s why people get married. *shrugs*

Example: I’ve met probably a half dozen people since my official break up with E*A & guess what… They all suck for the most part. Its not that I don’t take people seriously… well maybe that is my problem. lol. If I can’t have the real thing, I still wont settle for less. Not trying to compare anyone but thinking realistically, Who the hell wants to downgrade by THAT much??

No offense but when you’re used to certain things, It’s kinda hard to just go with out. Maybe that’s what I need though. Maybe I’m supposed to switch it up and move on to something fresh and new. If you know me & knew the situation, you know that there’s a certain level of respect and love that can never be lost for this man. So when I say ((o9.2o.o5)), It’s more than just a date.

So when I hear Wale’s ((Break Up Song)) It touches a certain spot. If you don’t like it… I don’t give a damn! *Pops Voice* Anyway… Part of me wishes things were better. The other part wants to not care. Another part is just confused. #JudgeMeIfUWant But who da fugg is you?!

((No Love Lost))

Tonight… I Cried

I don’t think I’ve ever been much of a cry baby since I left elementary school. I’ve always had this “tough as nails” attitude. I guess that’s the Cancer in me. And this year, apparently I was a Leo also so we know how Leo’s are. lol. Well anyway.. I had a long talk with one of the most important people in my life… Chanda. If you can’t put two and two together (Chan…) we’re first cousins on my dad’s side. We speak often but not as often as we should. So when we do speak, its usually a lot to go over. Well with all the catching up we did, I got a bit emotional. Mainly because the story I was telling her Hurt. I guess when you say things out loud, It’s a lot more different than when you are going over it in your head. It felt good though. I keep a smile on my face because I have a lot to be thankful for and a lot to look forward to in life. I don’t purposely “bottle up” my feelings, It’s just me. No need in crying to any and everyone who will listen. I’d rather talk about music or something entertaining. Venting is good for me though. That’s how I got into writing poems and little raps when I was younger. I haven’t in a good while but soon, I’ll start back up. Not just for me but maybe somebody I know (or you know) can use some words or someone to relate to them. No more crying for a while though. That sh*t is wayyy over rated. Lol.

Dade County Bound…

If you’re following me on Twitter or my friend on Face Book, you know I send quite a bit of time in Miami. This has been going on for yrs now.. So it’s not something that just happened. Even my mother asks me if I’m in Miami before we can get into a convo. Whether I’m in North Miami Beach, Sunny Isles Beach, Lil Haiti, Brownsville, South Beach, Downtown…. I’m all over the place and know my way around. With that said, I’ve pretty much decided that I’ll be getting a place in Miami. It’s a completely personal decision and no outside influences helped make this decision. But if you know me, you also know I’m not easily pressured.
With THAT being said, I’m expecting all kinds of visitors as soon as I get settled in. And I probably will spend a lot of time ALONE… in the comfort of my own apt. =) (Wow, that was a completely contradictory statement. LOL.) I already have this scenario in my head that once I move, I can get a few things cleared up.. I can relax.. And most importantly, I don’t have to answer my door if I don’t want to. I miss saying that. I have a goal in mind so… I’ll slowly be making my way downtown to my condo with a orgasmic view of the city. You only live once and I intend on living it up as best I can. Youuuuu Feellll Meeee!?!??! (DJ Dirt Dawg voice)
If you have anything negative to say about this decision, just know I don’t care… =) Unless you’re paying rent, “Uhhh… I’m sorry, were you saying something??” hehe
Now Playing – Live Fast, Die Young ((Rick Ross ft. Kanye West))

I’ll Be Moving On…

I’ll keep this short and sweet…
Ok… This may be long over due but I operate on my OWN terms. I think I’m FINALLY ready to let go of the past. I’m not going to go into details but just know it’s worth it. I’m an understanding and forgiving person but I’m not going to waste valuable time on something that not there. SO with THAT being said,

“I wish you well. I wish you wealth. I wish you life. I wish you health. I wish you right, cuz I aint wrong. & You the reason why I wrote this fuxxin’ song!”

Now Playing: Ghost Wridah ((Kill You In My Nightmares))

BBM Blast…

So we all can agree that BBM Blasts can be THE single-handedly most annoying thing ever! Especially the ones promoting parties in states you don’t live in. Can’t forget the “Who’s up?! What yall doin?? Talk to me” Blasts. Like seriously… get a life!! lol. But today, I got the same blast about 6 times and each time I read it, It stuck out more in my mind. I mean to the point I’m going to highlight it in my personal Bible.

Revelation 3:8
When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, Trust Him fully and let go. Only one of two thing will happen. Either He’ll catch you when you fall or He’ll teach you how to fly. God closes doors no man can open and opens doors no man can close.

This in particular touched me because if you read my post about Karma… I talked about being on the edge of the cliff and someone letting you stand there.

My example is: There's someone on a cliff reaching out for your help and instead of extending your arm, you just look at them and walk away.

But I never thought about God leading me there and giving me one of the two options. So tonight, we’ll talk. I know I’ve been calling on him a lot lately but I’ve always had a good relationship with Him. Just wanted to share that. =)