I’ve been following Jacki-O (The Madam of Miami) since I first heard “Nookie” back in ‘03. I remember it used to come on the radio like 352 times a day. My mom was sooo tired of hearing it. Lol. Neway, I checked her out online & downloaded a few songs from “Kazaa”. I was hooked. I couldn’t wait for new songs to drop. I was a complete supporter. THIS is how I learned about the Poe Boy movement. Last I heard was the Brisco beef. That shit broke my heart as if I was down with them. (Don’t judge me, I’m sensitive. lol)As of late, I haven’t really heard anything about her but i DID come across a new song from her (via The305). I listened to it once and it wasn’t horrible so that means I download it & give it a 2nd listen. I fuxx wit Jack though. I’m excited.
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Sometimes, We hold in to things much longer than we should. More often than not, life would probably be much easier if we’d just LET GO. This doesn’t just go for significant (or not so significant) others but Bad habits also. If u know me, u know how tough I've had to be throughout my 21 years. Sometimes i wonder why I’m not knocked up, strung out, or shonin etc etc… I just can’t do it. I want so much more for myself. I cant imagine puttin myself through more than I've already endured. I try to help everyone. I’m just THAT type of person. I cant help it. Today, my caring got the best of me. The ONE person that is supposed to do me NO harm, hurts me the most. Sh*t sucks. I cried. I mean, CRIED. My cousin snitched so my auntie & other cousin came in here to check on me. I'm thankful for them but it shouldn’t be this way. I feel like I cant escape from THIS. It’s hard to. I run back with open arms EVERYTIME. No matter how much this person hurts me, lies to me, leaves me, comes back… I ALWAYS accept it.. as if it’s normal and ok. I ALWAYS forgive. I ALWAYS look for the better in the situation. When is enough, ENOUGH?? When do u say fugg it?? When do u wash your hands of it all and go about your business?? I guess I’ll figure it out soon. *shrugs*
I must admit, I miss our after hours adventures. LOL. I think this may have been the best night ever... Thanks to my BFFs. Usually, we all cant get together but the whole squad came out for my 21st Bday. It was myself, @Jazzi3Ron33, Sn3akrFr3akrr, @Jamrocksweetie, & Jin (cant remember her twitter). Originally supposed to go to the CBreezy & Lil Kim party @ Karu & Y.. we end up passing King of Diamonds & saw how SWOLE it was. After trying to find the entrance for an hour, we made it. Shout out to the ladies.. they Definitely give u your moneys worth.
Lil Kim & a sh*t load of other celebs end up at KOD anyway & SHUT IT DOWN.
Moral of the story is: I LOVE MY FRIENDS. Its always some type of Tom Foolery goin on. Miss u ladies & trannys *wink*. Until we meet again...
It's just something about ink that drives me INSANE. Ever since I got my 1st tattoo at 16, I've been hooked. Not completely tatted but enough 2 satisfy my own guilty pleasures. Big, Small, Color, Black & grey, Symbols, Works, Pictures.. Its just SO much that comes to mind, so many different ways to express your thoughts. I'm currently at four pieces... 5 if u wana get technical. Since a picture tells a thhousand words.. "like to hear it, here i go!!" (My very 1st tat is not pictured, i'll post it later)
THIS is my most meaningful piece. I LOVE explaining it, LOVE what it stands for.. Just LOVE LOVE LOVE it. For those of you who dont know me personally, "MTJC" Stands for: Melissa, Teddy, Jamell (RIP) & Chantel. They are my closest cousins.. in order from oldest to, Me. Lol. We've done everything together. From getting locked on roofs, stealing candy & pocket knives (dont ask) to punishment to sleepovers, u name it, we probably did it. Messing with either of them = an automatic "kick yo ass 1st, might ask later." =)
To finish off the piece, I have an anklet, with a lock. Pretty self explanatory, if u ask me. This was the easy part. The letters are what really kicked my behind. It hurt so badly, I couldn't think straight. lol. But u know what they say, No Pain, No Gain!! It was all VERY much worth it in the end.. Wouldn't change it for the world.
And for the most controversial piece, my Black Roses. Located ever-so-conveniently on my right hip. FYI, I got this on June 23, 2007.. wayyyy before the Trey Songz track. Even though it DOES sing out the meaning of my tattoo. It is what it is. Not regrets, Just lessons learned. ((o9.2o.o5)).
So according to my mother, this is the little toy go-round thing that hangs in a crib. LOL. Who asked her?! No, I dont play an instrument but music plays a BIG role in my family. Music takes me to another place. Seals wounds, Fades bruises, Cures aches and pains. =) Something about being able to feel a song to the point U sing it like u wrote it. Honestly, I let the artist freestyle this. I'm happy with my decision. He had those colors poppin like im a red bone. lol.
... Who tries to play ME for a fool. Just because someone APPEARS to be oblivious, doesn't mean that they actually ARE oblivious. Like C'Mon Son FukOuttaHereWitThatBullshitSon!! This REALLY goes for people that are supposed to know u, care about u, and (if u let them tell it).. LOVE u. People's emotions are not to be toyed with. So before you try to run game, u may want to give it a 2nd thought. Because on the really real.. NO peen or puss is worth a broken heart. Yes, it may be that "Wham Bam Thank You, Ma'am With A Grand Slam" (sorry, I was on a roll! lol) but still, its probably is not worth it.
The moral of the story is... I was born in the morning... not THIS morning.
Posted in my office... Aka... On the couch. LOL. Headphones.. CHECK. Twitter..CHECK Ok. We're good to go. So I just figured out a lil camera trick with the Blackberry. I guess its aaight. Its not cartoon but it will have to do. =)
Its crazy how there's always a song that basically describes our exact emotions. To the point where you're wondering how the hell someone can be feeling the same way that you are. Scary, I know. lol
Reminiscing, I remember me and you we used to play with the dogs While you were sleep iI'd stare, stare while you lay in my arms And now im stuck on stupid rain forrest couldnt get wetter than you get I used to beat it up you gave me your love I abused it now im facing the music
Oh how I yearn for your touch I'm so lonely now that you left me If I could run away you know I would And I'm hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost Your whole worlds thrown off When the one you need dont need you What do you do, when love is lost?
I was trippin wouldn't listen now I'm sitting sipping shots at the bar Now im riding to the 90's hits listening to Aerosmith "I dont wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep " Tell me how I can I be fly without the wind beneath my wings
Oh how I yearn for your touch im so lonely now that you left me If I could run away you know I would And im hurtin cause girl I never loved you like I should
When your love is lost Your whole worlds thrown off When the one you need dont need you What do you do, when love is lost?
And now I see The man you need When I look into the mirror I see change And I close my eyes and wish you could see the same But its too late
When your love is lost Your whole worlds thrown off When the one you need don't need you What do you do? When your love is lost Your whole worlds thrown off When the one you need dont need you What do you do, when love is lost?
Lost gone out the window When love is lost Lost can't see your love no more When the one you need don't need you What do you do, when love is lost?
I’ve been following Jacki-O (The Madam of Miami) since I first heard “Nookie” back in ‘03. I remember it used to come on the radio like 352 times a day. My mom was sooo tired of hearing it. Lol. Neway, I checked her out online & downloaded a few songs from “Kazaa”. I was hooked. I couldn’t wait for new songs to drop. I was a complete supporter. THIS is how I learned about the Poe Boy movement. Last I heard was the Brisco beef. That shit broke my heart as if I was down with them. (Don’t judge me, I’m sensitive. lol)As of late, I haven’t really heard anything about her but i DID come across a new song from her (via The305). I listened to it once and it wasn’t horrible so that means I download it & give it a 2nd listen. I fuxx wit Jack though. I’m excited. 
