Drowned

I keep asking

You keep yelling

I'm just speaking

You're just yelling

Eyes start to well

I have no choice

Tears start to roll

When u raise your voice

All out of things to say

This bridge must be burned

No more tolls to pay

Just life lessons learned

Like a thief in the night

You stole my heart and ran

I tried to put up a fight

This wasn't apart of the plan

Leave me be

Put my heart down

Its thrown out to sea

Just let this love drown

No Love Lost

I finally got another hit of my preferred drug of choice... Ink. I think about each of my pieces before I get it done so I make sure they are all meaningful. Haven't been disappointed yet.
On another random trip to South Beach, I ended up in a tattoo shop once again. This is the outcome...

Gone...

Its what u know best.... Lie, cheat & deceive...
U tell so many lies, I think I'm starting to believe.
The more I think about it, I see it's you I don't need.
No more love locked down, it's time to break free.
Free from your control, free from your reign.
Free to the heartache, free from the pain.
Free from the bullshit free from times u said you'd change.
Free from letting me down. Free from the same old same.
Do u even feel guilty or is it just another day?
U don't get tired of these games that u play?
U can apologize but that won't  make it okay.
U can wipe away my tears but it won't take them away.
What it once was may be gone but not forgotten.
Let me salvage what's left I this heart turned rotten.

Excuses

Excuse the excuses..
Many words so useless..
I would've said yes but the honest to goodness truth is...
I was only playing, never knew it'd come to THIS..
Trying to make it painless, I'm really not so ruthless..
It's sorta complicated but I'm trying to make this lucid..
Gotta let it go, this here is so stupid..
You got hit with a stray arrow, I say we just blame Cupid..
What I've been trying to say is "It's not YOU, Its ME"..
I flip flop back and forth, Ain't it plain to see?
The girl you really want is not who's lives in me..
I'll only weigh you down, just set yourself free..
I'm not the one for you, you need someone better..
That's the easy way out, no thinking of something clever..
Never answer calls, I rather write you this letter..
You want to hang out but I'm available next never..
No one is wrong, no one is right..
I say we just be cool, no need for the fight..
We just wont "BE".. Not a vision in sight..
Do your thing, be happy.. Let your jet take flight..
Excuse the excuses..
Many words so useless
My Bad...

@SahSah2Real - A Cry For Change

One thing that I always say I respect about this man, regardless of anything that goes on, he always stays true to himself. In the year or two that I've know him, he's always been in his own lane and NEVER follows what trend these other rappers be on. Im not knocking anyone's hustle but originality will take you far. People don't want to ALWAYS hear about hoes and money because in reality, everybody doesn't have it so they need something they can relate to.

This dropped today and I think it was his 1st Spoken Word type recording. I love it. Great job! Some people need to hear it. Hopefully, It reaches the right people/person.

@SahSah2Real
@SahSahWorld

Link Below:
Listen & Download: A Cry For Change

The Journey...

U can't just tell me, u gon have to show me..
But Not too quick, explore my body slowly..
You're G5 flyin, I have a strip for u to land on..
No formal training, you gon learn this lesson Hands On..
U tell me that u want it & show me that u like it..
Come & sip this love punch, I promise not to spike it..
Slow it down then speed it up, I like this change of pace..
No hiding behind pillows, you want to see this face..
Love faces gon wild, mind blown, I'm in extasy..
I love it when u give your all while sexing me..
Turn around, toot it up. I can handle what u slangin..
Intense.. So serious, I can tell you aint playin..
Climax, there it is.. We get up & go shower..
Rest up, have a drink then back at it in an hour..

Miami Dreamin'

Miami Dreamin'. Big Baller Scheamin'.

The Money Is The Motive. The Only Know "Reason".

All Morals Lost Cuz All She Wants Is Prada.

Some Hit Big, The Rest End Up With Nada.

She Gets The Latest Scoop On Where To Be And Who To Know.

Promoters, Athletes, Vixens.. Even Other "Classy" Hoes.

Night After Night, She Hops Table To Table.

Lookin' For The Ones With The Most Expensive Labels.

She Might Luck Up If She Throws The Right Bait.

Couple Drinks, Nights Out, A Few Late Night Dates.
Little Does She Know, They Heard About Her Already.

Won't Take Her Seriously, Never Ever Goin Steady.

They Hit It And Quit It, Leave Her Up For Grabs.

She's Lucky If She Gets A Flight Or A Designer Bag.

Was It All Worth It, U Serving Pussy On A Platter,

The Butt Of All Jokes, The Cause Of The Chatter.

Oh So Sad, Another Brawd With Her Hand Out.

Get It All On Your Own, THAT'S The Way You Stand Out!

Frank Ocean - Thinking About You

Personally, I can't focus on the song and the video at the same time. Either Im thinking about the words to the song or I'm watching what's going on in the video. Kinda felt like I had my TV on mute with my ipod on. Ok so maybe my mind isn't "out there" or ODD enough to understand the concept because clearly, I missed it. But hey... Here it is.

L.O.Y.A.L.T.Y.

Listen to me when I say, this shit doesn’t come easy. Before you find the right one, a few have to do you greasy. The shock leaves you stuck, no air, a lot of wheezing. Then You pick it all apart and try to find a valid reason.


One time, you’re the fool. More than that, its on me. Everything is “I, I, I” when it used to be all “We”. Eyes wide shut, having visions but cant see. Now the picture’s getting clearer and U know this wont be.


You lead me on each waking day & each sleeping night. Should’ve followed my gut when I felt this wasn’t right. Will you miss me if I’m gone? Out of mind when out of sight. I can stay and roll around but those fleas always bite.


A lot of mixed signals, things aint always what they seem. This over drawn nightmare has killed my last dream. There is never the option of jumping team to team. But you’re riding on the fence, walking on a thin beam.


Like we’ve never met before, you treat me like a stranger.What we once had, is now in complete danger. So many words can be used to express this wild anger. We need to hang it up quick, somebody go get a hanger.


Time after time after time, we keep reliving the drama. Then hearts get hurt & put through severe trauma. I knew it was a bad thing, shoulda listened to my momma. Shits getting too hot, every convo is a sauna.


You’re full of run on sentences, Its really annoying me. You don’t do shit to be treated like royalty. Live & you learn, sometimes you gotta let it be. Now tell me what the fck you people know about LOYALTY??

Inferno…

** Bored at work yesterday and this just came to mind… Nothing all wordy or fancy.. just Real Rap Raw! lol.

When things simmer down, they add fuel to the fire.
I hope you find the attention that you crave & desire.
Its not something brand new, there's been situations prior.
I won't dress this up, No ecclesiastical attire.
We live & let go, there's no reason to hold fast
Time is of the essence, no dwelling on the past
Some things are better broken, no need for the cast
The once beautiful window is now shattered glass.
Its no price of friendship but is sure aint free.
It costs to be the boss & it sure aint cheap.
Be careful what you say, for the wrong words may seep
What you've worked so hard for, may end up floating in the deep.
You win some, you lose some. Life's a constant gamble.
Its never really smart to bite off more than you can handle.
The letters are there, like the soup from Campbell's.
But as easy as you've made it, things can end up in shambles.
I haven't said much, I've learned verbal restraint.
There are no hard feelings, & not complaint.
Nobody is perfect, I never claimed to be a saint.
No 3-second violations, so get out of the paint.

Waiting On You - Jayms Madison ft. Brandon Hines

I remember being in the 4th grade with this girl. Glad to see she's going something positive. I wish there were more tracks available from the both of them. Until then... I'll take a trip down Memory Lane.

Cuffing Season Application

As the weather starts to cool off and the leaves start to change (Well... up north they're changing), cuffing season begins. The Summer Time Thirst starts to simmer down and those bathing suit brawds don't look as appealing when they're fully clothed.

Here's a little guideline to follow so that your process will be that much more easier.

S/O to @Jimmy3arly tho for the inspiration.. LOL

** Ramen noodles. Sorry.. I don't have any packs at home to spell check against. LOL

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Make sure you check out my bunnies Sophia and Monroe every Monday, from 10pm-12am.

You never know what may end up being said with these ladies. From hoes, friends with benefits, small janks, you name it, they WILL talk about it.

It's also a plus that we just see boobs when they are broadcasting LOL. Who doesn't love nice tits??

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The Victim...

He wrote you love letters, you got mad so you ripped them.
You hit that man 1st, then you went and cried victim.
Shot him with his gun, got scared then you switched them.
He begged for your help, fell down and you kicked him.

You never told him about the fake plans that you had.
That you'd use him like a trend, til the end of the "fad".
Each "good thing" had an underlying bad.
Or that you didnt care about his feelings, Fck if he was sad.

When they came for the interview you only said the half.
You told them about the work and everywhere he hid his stash.
About the late night runs, on the way to the cash.
How'd he'd run up in the spot, stick em up & then dash.

You failed to tell the part that you kept a bunch of money
How he took you out the hood, kept you from lookin bummy.
This shit cant be real, not the least bit funny.
A life you learned to love and now you made him the test dummy.

These bitches WILL lie, anything to save face.
Eating with dirty money but you forgot to say grace.
Moving a little too fast, slow down, watch your pace.
This is a cut throat world, everyone wants to win this race.

But when its all said and done, he had no chance in this fight.
You never did say how you'd give that "Long Kiss Goodnight".
What goes around comes around. Hope you're ready for that bite.
But YOU'RE once again The Victim so we both know you're right.

The Art Of "Hoe"...

The term "Hoe" is thrown around VERY loosely. Everyday situations, heated debates, casual convo and in tons of other cases, you or whomever you're discussing can be called a hoe. What is the REAL meaning of a hoe? If one has hoe tendencies, does that make them a hoe or just hoe-like?

This is not really a breakdown but just some of MY thoughts on a hoe.

1 - If you smash more than two people out the same click, I'd like to think that's some hoe boderline shit. I say borderline ONLY because u could've been unaware that they were ppls. But whatevs.

2 - Smashing someone when you first meet (or very soon after) them doesn't mean that you're a hoe. U just know what u want and don't feel like wasting a bunch of time. HOWEVER, if you're smashing EVERYONE you meet when you meet them, THAT is some hoe shit.

2.5 - People meet through mutual friends, exchange #'s, BBMs, DMs, whatever and after a while u feel like yall cool. Smash at your own will.

3 - IDGAF what yall say, as a female... you KNOW who u are willing (or not) to give it up to, off rip. How yall vibe after that helps determine how much of a chance he still has, if any. Just because he's cute or got alot doesn't mean its a sure thing. I personally DGAF what u have cuz it aint mine anyway. If you go all out is based on how much he cooperates.

4 - Meeting people on social sites doesn't make u a hoe... Fuckin em all does. And besides, If u can't meet people at the club, church or social sites, where the fck ya'll meeting people at?

5 - While you hoes fckin for the FREE, some hoes got smart and made a living off of it. Guess you might as well get more than a nut out of it cuz I KNOW some of these dudes can't deliver even that much.

6 - If you're fckin your homegirls BD, man, FWB, whatever, I'd like to say thats hoe shit. IDGAF how fine a nigga is, if u fckin my friend... no can do. If we don't know thats on us but once we find out... Adios.

7 - I dont believe there are THAT many people in this world who are only on one hand with their body count unless they started yesterday. Ex. A girl is 25... she started at 16... I assume she has like 12 bodies. Do the math. That alil more than two people a year. Now calculate your own shit. Thanks. Shut up.

8 - There is no specific number of people u have to smash to be a hoe. Just the circumstance and manner in which u bring about the smashage.

9 - No strings attached, Friends with benefits, or just being cutty buddies don't make you a hoe. You just dont see yourself fit for a relationship at the moment. Nothing wrong with that. Why lie? Just keep it 100. Shit, yall might end up being made for each other. lol.



Encore - Men can be hoes too. We expect yall to fck everything, even if its nothing more. We expect yall to have a phonebook full of pussy on demand. If all your homeboys keep a flock of bitches, you're kinda guilty by association. Yall do it to females so the feeling is mutual. That's just the way it is. More importantly, If you on that Marvin's Room shit... You too are a hoe, sir. Any man who interferes with another man's quantity of pussy... is a hoe. Mind your fckin business. OR if you're tellin all your homeboys the play by play down to every possession and turnover, you're a hoe ass nigga and dont deserve anymore pussy.

Play innocent all you want, they gon call u a hoe anyway. Lol.

Long story short, U can be a simple hoe or a complicated hoe but you're still a hoe nonetheless. Im not here to judge cuz I frankly don't care who you're fckin. Yo miles dont make mine go up. I know where I stand and im ok with that.

& remember... a hit dog gon hollaaaa!!!!

Hoe on Hoes!!!

(Will edit as needed)

Caylee’s Law

We all know about and are probably disgusted by the very HIGH profile Casey Anthony trial but she was tried and found not guilty. All we can do is move forward and try to make change in our judicial system that fails us so often.

After she was found Not Guilty, a woman in Oklahoma, Michelle Crowder, decided to start a petition named after the young Caylee Anthony. With Caylee’s Law in place, it would be a federal offense for a parent or legal guardian to not report their child missing in a timely manner. I’m not sure what “timely” means to authorities but hopefully this will bring about more responsible adults and protect children nationwide.

To sign the petition, visit: Caylee's Law Petition

Facebook Page: Caylee's Law

Rest In Peace Caylee Anthony

The Pleasure Was All Mine...

I can honestly say I'm disgusted with certain people who are in my life. That goes for family and "friends" alike The difference is, I didnt have an option with family. Friends... that's all me so you live and you learn.

What I don't like is when you help someone and make a big deal about it. Some people can only repay you what you gave them or a sincere "Thank you" and life long friendship. Anything more is pushing it.  If you're going to complain about helping people or expect a fcking parade, you have life all misconstrued. When most people are in need, they simply go without. In certain cases, your help is vital for their survival. You bragging about it only makes people wonder if you do things just to talk about it or to throw it in someones face. Most of the favors or helping hands I lend are forgotten. I don't log it, I just do it and continue with my life. That's how it should be. Everyone is not like me though. I help people because I'm a kind-hearted person and I want to see people do better. 

In a nut-shell.. Thanks for the "favors" or helping hands. Your assistance is no longer needed or wanted.

Don't be shady! Don't complain! Or simply Don't do any favors!

You'll probably mess up your own blessings but who's blessings I know??

People will probably snitch and/or think this is about them but who fcking cares?

The Pleasure Was All Mine...  Bump you & Good Day!

*Drops Mic*

The New Place

Sooooo After ALLLL of this time, I've finally moved into my own apartment. Its been a really interesting year and a half since I moved out of my apt with Jaz in Boynton. I must say, It feels good. Making dinner, walkin around in my draws.. if any and just doing what I want is absolutely awesome! Gets a little bit lonely but company is always one call away. Me being me, of course I wouldnt even have that much company outside of Kim and Naomi. New beginnings. Im happy. Thats all that matters. My own little Oasis. =)

Goin Steady

This song isn't the newest but it gets the point across.

For some reason guys seem to think ALL females want to be tied down and all attached. *blink blink* That's usually not the case but alot of guys have a hard time keeping it 100 and just gettin to the point. As a female, I'd prefer to know what u are trying to make it instead of sending mixed signals then suddenly act like I'm crazy and want to marry u. Everybody doesn't want a relationship and everybody wont be ok with being Friends w/ Benefits or cutty buddies. You'd be surprised how many dont mind. Much less headaches, broken hearts or arguments. But thats just MY opinion.

(I guess this is why Rocko & Monica didn't work out.. But who's relationship I know?)

The moral of the story is....

Just play your part and vibe up, home boy! LOL

For Colored Men - @SahSah2Real

**I didn't write this. A good friend of mine did and I just wanted to share it**

Nothing was been changed, edited or altered. This is the raw post.

@SahSah2Real <---- Follow The Author

FOR COLORED MEN FOR COLORED MEN
CRAZY HOW OUR MINDSET IS BASED ON TRENDS
PULL YA PANTS UP N WALK WIT YA HEAD UP
IN LIFE U ARE GUARANTEED A FEW MESS UPS
IF I KILL I TOOK AWAY FROM LIFE
N IF I SEEK DEN I SHALL FIND
GLORY TO GOD N GOD BE THE GLORY
THE FLOOR IS OPEN N EVERYBODY GOT A STORY
LET'S BE DERE FOR OUR KIDS N RAISE DEM RIGHT
ITS BETTER TO WALK BY FAITH DEN TO WALK BY SIGHT
IN MY WORLD I BELIEVE DAT A WOMAN SHOULD COME 1ST
N I HATE DAT I GOTTA JUDGE HER BY DA LENGTH OF HER SKIRT
WE REALLY AT WAR WIT OURSELVES AS A RACE
TOO MANY JUDGES N NOT ENOUGH LAWYERS LET DAT MARINATE
I'm TALKIN TO U DAT WILL HIT A WOMAN
I'm TALKIN TO U DAT WILL ABANDONED UR CHILD
I'm TALKIN TO U DAT WILL FALL FOR ANYTHING
I'm TALKIN TO ALL MEN DAT DON'T STAND FOR NOTHIN
A FEW WILL ASK WHO I WROTE THIS FOR N I WILL SIMPLY REPLY I WROTE THIS FOR OUR COLORED MEN

Ending

What woulda been, coulda been, but never really shoulda been
He claimed that I’ll never find another who’s as good as him
That’s a risk I’ll have to take cuz was this really worth it?
I gave you all my heart and all you did was broke it
Hoping we could fix it but its just no use
Let’s wave the white flag and call it a truce
The more I think of it, the more I get angry
I gave you the rope not knowing you’d really hang me
We should have stopped long ago, before we got hurt
Despite the obvious signs, we still tried to make it work
Can’t say we didn’t try to keep this love strong
Instead we point fingers and say the other was wrong.

Purple Heart Couture

I wish this girl would hurry up and make my pieces!

Very fun, summer friendly line.

Wait until you see what's next. Woot woot!!

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Purple Heart Couture

Taj Jonelle Accessories

I love people who put their talent to good use.

Check out my good friend, Taja's, new accessory line.

ALL are custom pieces so no one will have the exact same piece, ever. ;)

About the designer:

New York’s creative mind belongs to no other than Taja Marlow. Raised in Mt. Vernon, New York she now resides in Atlanta, Georgia. Taja Marlow introduces the uniqueness of Taj Jonelle accessories. Creating one of a kind, and never duplicated jewelry. Taj Jonelle jewelry has many faces and accents many personalities. Taj Jonelle jewelry can transform the ordinary women into a “Fashion Bombshell.”

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On The Clock…

 

This is the 1st of many short stories that I just randomly started writing at work today. Nothing personal or to be taken serious. Just a little fun in the sun.

 

Each time… It was the same scenario. I’d get that text, “wait for me upstairs” and automatically go into action. Patiently waiting upstairs behind the locker room doors, I listened for the elevator. The rush was something I couldn’t get enough of. What if someone walks in? What if the cameras catch it? Right now, we really couldn’t care less. In the heat of the moment, who cares? Then… I heard the elevator doors open & couldn’t help but grin from ear to ear. I already knew what time it was. I saw his silhouette getting bigger on the other side of the frosted glass. The door crept open and he entered. As I turned around to lead the way, he switched it up. I felt his body against mine. My chest on the wall, my back to his front. One hand gripping my waist, the other on my neck. He knew that aggressive shit gets to me, QUICKLY. His lips touched my neck. With two wet kisses, he let me know he was back there. Before I could speak, my body responded….

To Be Continued…

Nail Art - Into The Wild

Inspired by page 114 in the June issue of Cosmopolitan magazine.

 This is what happens when I get bored at work. Hehe

I’m On One ((Download))

I’m proud of this DJ Khaled guy. I like this song wayyyy more than the other stuff he’s been dropping. Maybe it’s because he’s not screaming all over the track. *shrug*

Download - I'm On One :: DJ Khaled ft Drake, Lil Wayne & Rick Ross

Remember That Night?

Just some random thing I was writing at the beach last night.. 


Remember That Night?
You Know, The One Where We Stayed Late
We Watched The Stars, The Waves..

Remember That Night?
You Looked Into My Eyes & Smiled
You Said Everything Would Be Ok One Of These Days


Remember That Night?
Together Forever, Through Anything
We Lay There As One, Our Feet In The Sand

Remember That Night?
We Made This Thing Offical.. FINALLY!
I'd Be Your Lady, You'd Be My Man

Remember That Night?
The One When We Were Supposed To Stay Together
Wake Up, Curtains Open, Gazing At The Ocean

Remember That Night?
We Had Dinner In Bed
This Night Is Going Faster Than Was Hoping


Remember That Night?
We Woke Up The Next Day, All Smiles
No Words Exchanged, Just Sat There Speechless

Remember That Night?
We Hugged & Kissed Like It Was Over
We Shall Return Soon, This Is One Of My Favorite Beaches

Until Then... Remember THAT Night?

American Alien Release Party

 

Could this be my 1st chance to see GhostWridah perform live??? WOOT WOOT!!

American Alien Artwork - GhostWridah

Shout out to the graphic designer(s). I believe its the same person/people who were on board for the "In Love With My Future" project. Quality work *tips hat*. 
Link for the LP will be put up later.

Follow: @_GhostWridah_
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Think Ink

My girl Brittaney Denise’s new ink.
I LOVEEEE Tats. When u mix Booty &; Ink.. I’m sold. LOL
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Rest In Peace Ashley McThay

If you knew Ashley, you know how genuine she was. She would tell you in a heartbeat if you were being “messy”. For that, everyone loved her.
Last week, my friend was called home way before we wanted. I still find myself thinking about it but seeing her at her viewing with that glow made me more at peace with the situation. She did her part and touched hundreds of lives. Although, people decided to almost ruin HER day, she watched over us as those 6 or so shots rang out in the darkness.
I can still hear her getting all excited about going out. Or asking where her dawg Ev at. Lol. When I cut my hair she couldn’t believe it. She said “Chan!! Nawwww… u cut it?? U crazy! I thought you would NEVERRR cut yo hair!!”
Such is a beautiful person. She had a lot of people who loved/love her and she will continue to influence lives even though she is no longer physically here.
Thank you all for the donations. Together, we were able to cover Ashley’s funeral costs. Such a blessing.
Until we meet again.
We Love Ash Cash
(side note) OMG… as I type this, I decided to check my files ONE more time to find some missing pix of Ash, Jea & I… I FOUND EM!!! im sooo happy!

My Beautiful Dark Twisted Jack Move

AHHHHHH!!! So unexpected for this guy to drop this mixtape a few weeks before American Alien drops. Either way Woot Woot!!

@_GhostWridah_ – My Beautiful Dark Twisted Jack Move

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Downfall – Sah Sah ft. Sassy Singz (Download)

I’ve had the original for a while now but I’m glad I waited to post it. A few finishing touches were added and here you have it.

One thing I LOVE about him is that he doesn’t rap that “shoot em up, bang bang” shit. Sah definitely stays in his own lane and thinks before he goes recording just anything.

& if you’re not following him.. Please do. Straight bafoolery on your timeline. LOL. @SahSah2Real

Download ---> "Downfall"

@SahSah2Real ft @SassySingz

Getting’ Money – Video

Definitely support my Miami people.

@Flokid88 Ft. @YoungFi305 & @YoungBreedCCC – Getting’ Money

 

Flokid Ft. Young Fi & Young Breed – Getting’ Money

Untitled…

The things you feed me are not necessarily what I like..
But since I’m hungry, I can't help but take a bite.
Thirsty for more than what this watered down love is..
I need something more. A little pop. A little fizz..
Jaded by the thought of holding you.. Having u
But now my hearts cold, I dream of grabbing you.. Stabbing you..
Not with a knife but these words poke holes..
So swift, so deadly.. These words pierce souls.
See when I said yes, that meant NO to the lies. No to the heartache. No more asking why's.
Its break ups to make ups.. No to the cries. There u go leaving. No more of your goodbyes.
Tired of the fussing. Tired of the screaming..
Tired of when shit gets tough, you end up leaving.
What do we do? Do we try to get along?
Lethal words back & forth. Yea we're both living wrong..
Fuck up after fuck up, I'm tired of chasing u.
I need to cut my loss, I'd be better off replacing u.
Sometimes I feel like we just together with no purpose...
Relationship faded. This shit is just so hopeless..
Problem & solution.. I think I got a bit smarter.
But when I take a closer look, this whole thing gets harder.
So many lonely nights coming, a dark road ahead
It’ll take time to get used to being alone in this bed.
Would it be much easier to say fuck it, just give up hope?
I thought if I lost you I'd die, but I been cut that rope..
Got down from the chair, there will be no kickin..
Gotta get back on my grind, I know time is ticking..
Can't waste another second, nor minute, nor hour..
I think I got a fresh breath from this sweet love turned sour.