Life Without It...

SHEESHHHH!!

Who the hell thought it would be THIS hard to go without it?! This is cruel & unusual punishment. I have a new respect for all of those who are Celibate. MY GOODNESS. Some people probably think I'm exaggerating but I'm not. Don't get me wrong.. I wasn't ON IT like that but c'mon son... THIS LONG?! NEVERRR!! Lol.

As of today... I am 57 days "sober". Of course I know people who have gone a lot longer but I aint them! I'm close to my goal though. I still need to make it 7more days. I should just disappear off the Earth until then. Lol

But all in all, I did it for a purpose. Not to prove anything to anyone. I gave it up for Lent. I'm not Catholic but Sometimes its necessary for everyone to make sacrifices & SEX was mine. I GAVE IT UP. Who knows, I might just keep it up and go longer than Easter. BWAHAHA... Who am I fooling?? I'm bout ready 2snatch somebody's son up. BUT I have self-control. You'd be surprised at how many people don't.

Neways... I won't & don't recommend this for anyone... UNLESS medically necessary. #ThatIsAll.

Mr. High All The Time! Young Nard

 

I’m a little late but, Here I go!!

Straight out of Broward County is, Young Nard, a talented writer and rapper. Although music has always played a big roll in Young Nard’s life, it wasn’t until 2004 that he really began to take it seriously. Throughout the years, he has been mentored and schooled on the industry's harsh ways. While he is still fairly new to the game, Nard is definitely making a name for himself with shows throughout Florida.

Follow @Young_Nard. I fuxx with Nard 1000. He’s a humble dude & keeps me entertained. LOL. Ol High ass!! Check out the new music… & in his words,“Suck my Nards!!” smh @ this guy!

 

LOL. It be like that sometimes. *shrugs*

 

**Disclaimer** DO NOT PLAY THIS SONG IF YOU’RE AT WORK, NEAR YOUR GRANDMA OR THE LIBRARY. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. But the sound effects are GREAT! lol

 

Who doesn’t love Friday’s?? This is a happy song. One of those songs that make everything seem okay. I can dig it!!

Young Nard on Myspace          Young Nard on Facebook

Million Dollar Girl

Gotta love the Baddest Bitch. Throw Keri Hilson on the hook and tell Diddy to do whatever it is that he does and BAM - you have a hit!!
Shouts out to Trina for killin it at Calle Ocho yesterday.
“Who’s Bad??”

Trina - "Million Dollar Girl" feat. Diddy & Keri Hilson from SLIP N SLIDE WORLD on Vimeo.

Long Kiss Goodnight…

“It was all good just a week ago” – the phrase that sums up each & every week that passed us by. No regrets, just lessons learned. THAT’S how I feel about our “situation”. It shouldn’t even be a situation anymore. The “WE” we once were, has deteriorated. Lies, Lies & More Lies. The foundation of this relationship was built on lies. One honest part was the fun we had together. LOTS of fun. Endless fun. So, when I got "HIS” call yesterday, It was bitter sweet. You know how you have such strong feelings for someone but know it will never work? That cant let that be your only reason for picking up. You know what, I picked up anyway. JUST to see what he had to say. Break ups to make ups, as usual. As Toni Braxton would say, “Just another sad love song, wrecking my brain like crazy.” Every time, It’s the SAME shit. Why did you talk back to him? Why can’t we be together? Why don’t you believe me? Why this? Why that? Hang up, Call back. Repeat as necessary.
You know what – I’m over it. I need to think about me. Yes, there was significant time & money put into this but I’m prepared to charge it ALL to The Game. It’s just not worth it. This is just scratching the surface. No where near how deep it really was.
What this means for HIM??
No more late nights. No more dinners. No more Marriott. No more beach. No more road trips. No more court dates. No more bullshit. No more “US”.
I guess for me, It means - I have MY life back.
Of course it hurts, but it’s a small price to pay for what would be in store for the future. I’m moving on to bigger & better things.
That’s a Summer With Miami.
To you, My Love, This is my long LAST kiss Goodnight…
*sign of relief*

I KNOW its SO Wrong BUT It Feels SO Right..

At some point in life, We ALL feel this way. Me, more often than not. #DontJudgeMe lol. I just always end up in these situations. I don’t look for them… they find me. Whether I’m in FL or NY… Its ALWAYS something. I’m not completely reckless but I do have a bit of a “Fuk It” attitude. As cliché as it sounds, I’ll say it anyway: “You only live once & I intend to live my life to the fullest.” Yes, I’ve made a few stupid choices but they could have all been a lot worse.

Neway… Its a HE.. & I probably shouldnt be dealing with him in the slightest way but it sorta just turned out that we click. We have a lot of mutual friends & THAT definitely poses BIG PROBLEMS. I can’t say TOO much or give details because I KNOW it’s some people that might start putting clues 2gthr (Police ass niggas!) lol. We get along great & I don’t really want to cross that line. But we all know how easily that can happen. One of those situations where you know if ya’ll are alone for more than a few minutes, its goin DOWN. lol. So me being the smart girl that I am, I simply won’t be alone with him.

When I leave NY, I plan on keeping in touch.. to an extent. But in reality… Its not a good look for either of us. We can be friends but that’s it. & besides, I already have something else in the works… IDK if he knows it yet though. LOL. ;)

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I Think I’m Gonna Relapse…

I want you. More and more of you each and everyday. It’s like I just gotta have you. Who can deny me the joy of having you by my side? NO ONE. I Love this. I LOVE showing you off. I wish I could take you everywhere with me. When you are openly out with me, the looks on people’s faces are PRICELESS. What more can I ask for?? There’s no better feeling than feeling you. Wait.. What am I talking about again?? Oh yea… Back on task. Lol. Long story short, I’m something like addicted to you. I just can’t remove you from my life. I KNOW you don’t mind. I would go to rehab for you but, “Quitting Is For LOSERS!” =) You’re with me for the long haul. Duh!! You’re my tattoos. ((iLOVEink)) Now who’s gonna do like that Young Cash song & Kiss me on my tattoos?? LOL.

Excuse Me, Miss….

I’d like you all to meet Brittaney Denise. If you follow me on Twitter (or her @BrittaneyDenise), Than you probably see LOTS of foolishness going on between us. Don’t forget to show the Parental Advisory warning because it is very much needed. I have to warn you in advance, she’s snappy & frankly, doesn’t care about negative or stupid people. But all in all, She’s cool and I fuxx with her the long way. When she’s not getting her Art Institute on, You can catch her in ATL go-go’n at the hottest clubs or on event flyers. A picture speaks a thousand words & she definitely has the Money Shot. If you REALLY want to get fancy, you can catch her in a few videos. Her most recent roles include the Lead in both Joe’s "Worse Case Scenario" and Shawty Lo ft. Ludacris and Dream’s "A-town" videos. Salute a BADD chick when you see one. I’m sure we’ll all be seeing a lot more of Miss Brittaney, so stay tuned.
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Mr. Hood… Big Money!!

Despite what’s “Cool”, I fux with Ace Hood. I hear a lot of people not supporting him but they’re not really doing much with themselves so, who cares what they think. What part of the game is that? For the past 2weeks or so, myself (& alot of other night owls) got to take a closer look at the life of an artist on his grind. I’m talkin at the studio til 6am, puttin in work. ((Shouts out to everyone else in the studio grindin too: Mista Mac, Dirty 1000, Young AC, & DJ Dirt Dawg))  U gotta respect a man who’s about his business. I commend him for keeping his goals in focus & not letting the BS rain on his parade. Everybody gotta start somewhere. The Big Homie, DJ Dirt Dawg sent me new sh*t this morning & u KNOW I gotta fuxx with it.

No Pressure Mixtape on the way….

Listen & Download at the link below…

 Ace Hood Feat. Dirty 1000 - Big Money

Does He Know??

“He’s my distant lover, so far away. Dream of him since that day. Distant lover, so far away. I wish i could bring him here to me.”
The thoughts that run through my mind when this song comes on or his name pops up.. One may never know. lol. It gets pretty INTENSE.
“Does he know, what he did to turn my heart into flames…”
I Wonder if he does. I mean, the brief convo’s we have say a lot, most of the time. It’s strange though. You know how you don’t know someone… but you know them? THAT’S what it is.
“Every time I lay down, go to sleep it is you that I see. Wish you’d come to me. Cuz you’re still on my brain. I just cant.. I! JUST! CAN’T!”
Oh, how I Wonder. I’m not one for subliminal tweets (or statuses) but, towards him, I probably send the most. I usually don’t even think twice. No one knows. I like it like that. No one all in your business. What we do, is exactly that… WHAT WE DO. Neither of us is mad and all moody about anything (that I know of).  He gives me my space, and I do the same. Then every day or so, we check in. Works out great.. Especially with his schedule.
“I can’t take no more, I wana be lovin’ you…”
I guess, One day, I’ll tell him all of those subliminal messages were directed towards him. But for now, I’ll have fun with it & keep the world guessing. ;) Besides, It won’t help him if he knows while I’m 1200+ miles away. hehe.
“You NEVER leave my brain.”
9days and counting down. Until I see your face.

There Is No Competition 2

Now who DOESN’T LOVE Fab?? I remember when I bought the Ghetto Fab album… September 11, 2001. Couldn’t stop playing it. Gotta admit, I’ve been waiting a while for this follow-up mixtape. I really don’t wana listen to it until I can sit down with little interruptions. I haven’t really been excited about anything dropping lately… (Except Brisco 4/20 – Street Medicine).Word is, He’s planning a 3rd installment to this. Trilogy time!!! =) & to make it better, Fab is a funny dude. I would’ve never thought it!! Neways… Follow @MyFabolousLife & enjoy the show. Click the mixtape over to download. Good luck, it took me 30mins to download it.

Life Is But A Beach!

Oh, How I LOVE life. Of course, It BLOWS BIG cock at times but overall, I’m pleased with the outcome. I’m down to 9 days left in NYC. Then its back to So. Fla. Yay!! NY just is not my scene right now. I’m not done with Florida yet. & I have some unfinished business to tend to. Hope it all goes as planned.. even though I know it won’t lol. Toodles! *Muah*

Cheers! Now, Make It RAIN!!

I might have the BIGGEST, fake crush on this man. Not only does he have amazingly NEAT dreads, He’s tatted ever-so-nicely. Yummy. He’s a lethal combination. Shhh… Don’t tell him I said that. Lol. #DontJudgeMe. Neway… Back on task!! Honestly, I just respect his hustle & enjoy his music. I’ve been following him on Twitter (@YoungCash) for a while now. I mean.. he’s probably in my 1st 100 followers. 1st song I heard was a sped up version of “On Dat X”. I was mad because whom ever mixed it, took the bass out. Lol. U can see me wildin in the club if they play anything Nappy Boy related. U can even catch me at the red light (or in motion) jookin & vibin to “I’m A Freak”. Few weeks ago, I noticed a post about a collabo with Iceberg (@IceBergDR). I’m a BIG fan of both so I couldn’t wait to hear it. A few days ago… Ta-Dah!!… Song available for download. #AllWeDoIsWIN

**Side Note:Cant wait to slide through King Of Diamonds & see some ass & titties shake to this and me throwin 1s. =) Duuuvvallll!! (Mind you, I’m from NY).

Young Cash, T-Pain & Iceberg – Everybody Knows (Cheers theme)